
YWednesday, June 29, 2005
It has been 2 weeks he gone to Aceh. I feel so lonely. Nobody to accompany my nites on da phone. I miss him terribly...aarrgghhh!!! Only god knows how i felt now. Yesterday when I chat with him on the MSN, my tears kept rolling down. I really felt so sad.
It's only 2 weeks & I'm feeling this way. How abt a mth? 2 mth? Haaiiizzz!!!
Ya ALLAH, kau kuatkan lah hati aku ini utk menempuh hari-hari yang akan mendatang. Jauhkan lah dugaan-dugaan yg dapat menggoyahkan hati ku. Tabahkan hati ku utk menunggu kepulangannya.
Mcm ni ke org bercinta? Dulu aku bercinta pun tak lah rabakz mcm nie. Tapi dulu lain, skarang lain. Dulu semua nyer kat depan mata. Skarang ni dah mcm long distance relationship plak. Nak tempuh 6 bulan ni bukan nyer senang. Hai hati, bersabarlah ya. 6 bulan tu sekejap je (kata org-org kat sekeliling aku nie). Tapi aku tak rasa 6 mths tu sekejap.
Teringat conversation semalam...
Dia : Wait for abg to come back k
Aku : Hhhhmm
Dia : Will u wait 4 abg?
Aku : Yeah...i will...
Do u think I'm already fall in love with him? Only my heart can tell. All I can say, I really miss him so badly.
Abg, I miss u
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